When a Vulture feels blessed.

    Recall my younger days, life was too simple, no luxury, no lavish life style. But live in mids of nature. Pure life, eat wht is available in the garden. Age 14 onward life was changed,form pampered to responsibility's laid on my shoulder age 14. Eldest sister married. I started to replace my sister's place but I was still playful, climbing guava tree in school uniform .

     As long all were single n young, too much care , concern showered . As 1 by 1 got married

        I noticed a difference, one by one try to be selfish, focusing to better them selves, n their family. 

         The newcomer or new family member being the focus of all n everyone. The girl who being more like a slave doing everything, taking care of her neices n nephew n mom, not bothered even by own sisters, those who were caring, loving . Now neglected her,same with the brother with his better half. When I realize, 

Being isolated n neglected, started to feel not bothered. Every one's not bothered attitude. Only mom was there. She was sick...her health was going frm bad to worst due to different situations she was going thru...

      When realize, that there is not a soul to listen  or to respect emotions or what want in life. No one is willing to listen to. Only those concern close relatives respect  view n  answer. But those who share the same womb with me exibit themselves as hard cores n heartless , emotionless, un empathethic ,  beggings n cries not bothered by older ones. 

      They decided how life should  be, which affected ,  first born  , second born through out life ....unempathethic n heartless,self-centered , human beings being great disaster in many human beings life in many ways.. 

   Age 25, realize n started to feel no one is there to support , to listen, or to help.. 

      The truth always defined as bad, telling  this n that.. Either a father or a mother only understand or listens to a girl or boy. When lost them at very young age. Growing up in the absence of parents, being naive n live as a slave, can't voice out, can't request just follow n listen. 

    Life was a Nomad started at the age of 17 after form 5 move frm one house to another. Life of a refugee. Either good or bad in studies. Can't decide if can't pursue wht ever suppose to. No matter how the result. Just follow the instruction of the older ones...

       The best things started to happen in life after moving far away frm home town . The best things are. New life ,hardship, hard work, able to decide n choose what  want . A book worm, Teachers favourite. Pursued tertiary Education at the age of 41 when the husband gave permission, to go for studies. When two kids were big enough to handle n Organize themselves...

      Only marriage seems a Chance, to pursue n to hv freedom in life matters. It did not last long. Father in-law being good to daughter inlaw, envied by own daughters. Eldest being the culprit. Seeing father taking care of mom, all the children Sent to father's house . Mother inlaw died all of a sudden, eldest girls 3 kids n younger turns 1 daughter  were fed with father inlaws penssion. Mother's death being a plus point fur the eldest gurl.to control n Conquer her father's life n his Pensions. Sisters were not allowed to work, all staying living under 1 roof planned by a psychos , singer children 24 hours taken care n fed  by the father, after mother's death...

      Brother  was Disturbed non stop for money. Only a greedy Psycho can go to such level non stop creating uneasy situations fir all her su king so she can be moving around freely as she liked shike her children taken care by the younger siblings n father. What a master a Plan. Only heartless, filthy , cruel human being  will think such way to get 24 hours attention. Aimless human being just want to live easy life with own siblings.

       A heartless Vulture in the Frame of a human being. Being a Curse to the parents , family ,Siblings n generation   When woman dnt read or do not posses reading habit in their life, how ugly human beings they can be

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