As I see It

  When being too humble too good. The outcome, beimg treated as alow category human being by all those you hv been watching sharing m spent time with. The word family , siblings love misused for no reason, victimized Continuesly , family  life married life damaged. Those whom trjsted  misused kindness and rtake advantage of ones good nature.         By the time realize , that we hv been misused, fooled an dtaken advantage by those whom we trusted, heart aches. Damage is severe, cant be repaired or healed, but live with the pain, pain of hrt badly by those whom we hv trusted.

                Home the place we grew up, had all our childhood memories were the ones , last or live within  every child untill they leave this world. Same with my childhood and teenage years. the most memorable ones in my life, my best yaers and happiest yaers in my life where i lived as i wish. Years after these , were not much to recal or hv any sweet or pleasant memories. Life being dominated by others, emotions , feelings, likes mnothing I could decide but only the older ones as they wished. Life of a puppet tied to a string, that was the life,               A meaning less situation, forced into by older siblings withput my side opinion. unable to oppose their orders. I think I lost all those who were in my life during my teenage years, my memories, my likes , my aims. after these years, life was only as aemotionless living bone and Skin. Only marriage was a choice which \was  the only choice to ...