As I see It

Every moment,you join us during your break was something Cheriched by me. Those days your presence was felt as Devine . Each n every time you smile, my bored hours and hectic hours all chased away. We have'not talked much but we studied our selves. Your visit was something that make me feel cool and joy. The smile on your face is somethung rare. Why hv you been so silent, The only person I like very much and I adore is you.When you came with that aunty who wore ball room gown, and followed you. It was too much,,and irritating. I was irritated on that day and unable to welcome you, whoevwr in that situation who have gone thru the same situation will know how it feels to be..in that Situation. you had the chance to tell about your feelimgs or your emotion.why did you isolate your self all of a sudden, after family found a boy for me. why you wre Silent all these while My older Siblings, did everything as they wish. They never ask my Opinion abt my future. ...

   Dear Thiru, its been almost 34 years since You left forever. Many of my siblings being a reason why I cant remove or delete your memories from my heart.           I like you so much. The first time you spoke to me was, when you told me about my form 5 result in Ipoh, at Lahat road Quarters. First I knew that you like me very much. your smile and the stories your beautiful eyes were telling me something , That awaken my heart. No one has shared such beautiful and warm smile to me.         Even when im alone i cherish the moments you were visiting our house during break . I dunno how it feels to be in love, but experience it every moment you visited me and smiled at me. Once we all went to watch Cinema on 3 bikes. I was with you on your bike . It was a plan by the older ones, to create a close moment for both of us. But we both maintain our good n modest nature. My marriage was not something plann...