Men n the girl they like

Love is something magical for girls who grew up in normal family . But it's something alien to girls those who hv been burdened with family responsibilies at v young age , as young as 14 years old.I belong to the 2nd Category. Though my brothers n sisters on and off, fulfiling my daily school expences n getting basic things for the house. It's not easy to care a sick mom , taking care of a baby neice, taking care of the house, attended school , performed well in school feild events . But boys tend to be not bothered about all these chores. Their love life seems vv important to them. Though I had v good human beings same profession with me tried his best to make me like him, but never aproached me directly.But went all out his best to convince me through his friends, who adored me n madly in love with me. I was not ready for anything, i was not able to make decissions. Though One Was trying his best by sending his family members to my house to talk to my older siblings. I never had feelings for anyone, because life was too tight with responsibilities, but the working hours with certain person brought so much happiness, n Spending Time during Cocurricular hours, we're something I Cherished. There was nothing that I hid or kept secret. Only thing the two guys working with.me doing was disturme. Almost Two years plus, one told me if I hv a letter for the other friend. I asked him what letter n why. Many many Times this was going on. Not only that, many Times while I was talking to the one who adored  me. He asked me your saree is beautiful. You look vv beautiful in Saree, how many meters or whats the length of saree. I told him it's 6 meters. He even asked wow! It's so long, how do you drape it. Doesnt it take time..I was vv happy n looked vv beautiful when I was talking to this person.  Later he was not happy butalways crying n sat in the store room, alone isolationg him self. When I was looking for him he could'nt be seen any where. The kids told me he is in the store room crying. I asked him if he is sick or having fever. His answer was, No. I gave money to one student n.asked to get Panadol from the estate shop . He bought n gave me. I gave him n ask him to take the tablet. I asked him if he is alright, but he was crying , sobbing silently. Doesnt want to see my face. After two days he told me , he is getting transfer to his mother's place, because his mom sick n wants to spend time with her. The following week he told me, you marry someone at your place , probably a Teacher. I did not understand what he was talking.I told him I hv family responsibilities. I cant get involve or to get married.My mom is sick. I hv 3 young kids, my sisters children whom im taking care of. I'm not ready for any commitments or involvements. Every action he made step by step ,he let me know,n probably he wants me to know how I feel seeing him finding a girl, getting engaged. He might think that Ill tell him how I feel. I didnt hv words to utter. I just Said carry on,good, I'm happy for you. Untill he was engaged to a girl whom introduced by his friends . End of 1985 he got transferred to a district he wanted to settle down in life. The girl whom he found was very near to his District. Before he was going away ,I invited him to my house for Deepavali Celebration, he came with another friend, on Deepavali morning. All my brother's we're in the house , all sleeping and .wokeup , when he reached. Non of them smile but he has a Smile on his face . But he shake hands with all my brothers smillingly.I was a bit dissapointed with my brothers attitude.Probably My brothers were thinking that he was my boy friend n I was going to introduce him to them. Nin ofvthem said Hi to Him or welcomed him. But myyounger Siater was disturbing me